Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Sorrow and Loneliness
Painful and Sadness
Love?!
Everyone also want to
believe in love,
I also want to
believe in love,
But once you were dump,
Its very hard to
believe in it anymore,
If I am strong,
Will I still
believe in love?
Will I still fall in love?
Will I still fall for the same guy?
Will I still accept other guys?
Will I still have the same feeling?
Who could answer this questions to me?
2:05 AM
When I like another guy,
I still will think about you,
I always say that I can forget you,
But deep inside my heart,
I really can't forget you,
But once I say I already forget you,
My heart is very pain,
I don't know why,
Maybe I still can't let you go?
Maybe I still love you?
Maybe I still can't forgive you?
I always want to let you go,
Because we are impossible to be together,
Because everyday , every time , every minute and every seconds,
You will hurt me,
But I still can't let you go,
I tried my best,
To like another person,
But I still will think about you,
I don't know what to do,
Every time I see you,
My heart is jumping very fast,
However,
You like the one is not me,
You like the one is someone really important to me,
Every time I think about the past,
I feel so sad,
Don't know what to do,
You are in my heart,
Although , I like somebody else,
Better than you,
But I love the most is not him,
But you,
Because I really love you,
I can't let you go....
1:47 AM
Saturday, December 26, 2009
When the first time I met you,
I feel like I kinda like you,
When the first time we go out,
I feel so happy that I finally can hang out with you,
When you ask me to be your girlfriend,
I feel so happy until want to cry,
When the first time we go home together,
You gave me a kiss on my cheek,
I was very happy,
Few days later,
You sms me,
Say that you don't like me anymore,
You say that you like another girl,
Tears roll down to my cheeks,
I feels like want to cry and die,
The story is like,
We climb up on a mountain,
Until the top,
Suddenly you push me down,
All the way down,
I was hurt, very hurt,
My heart becomes like a broken heart,
Feel empty inside my heart,
Feel that you are gone,
I want to ask you why,
But you ignore me,
But when I saw you,
I pretend to be happy,
Pretend that I don't like you anymore,
Pretend that I like another guy,
Pretend to laugh happily in front of you,
But deep inside my heart,
I still love you,
Really love you,
I always hope that you would say 'I LOVE YOU' to me,
Buy I know that will never happen...
7:30 PM
